I hate hate HATE when my cell phone rings... I get this horrible feeling, and I cannot seem to figure out why... It's like I am waiting for bad news, or just preparing myself for it... I've got this strange feeling that something happened to someone I used to be deal with (friend)... But I don't wanna call him, cause what the hell am I gonna say? "Um yea so I just called to see if you were still alive, ok bye"... That would be too fucked up, for even me to do... Eh, we'll see, maybe...

My dreams are just plain fucked up... And the interpretation just makes me look more like a lunatic... EEP!

Yea so I think I am gonna go paint my nails or do laundry.... whatever is easier...

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