I'm in this fucked up situation, I kinda put my self into this and now I don't kno what to do... Everything I was trying to run away from, it's all catching up to me now... And I just don't kno what to do... Well I kno what to do, I don't feel ready to do it... Everything I want to say is in my mind, it's like I become mute when the time comes to speak...
Not a minute goes by that I don't think about it... I cannot sleep because my mind races... My dreams are even affected... My one escape is no longer an escape...

I'm gonna go watch a DVD... Try to occupy my mind with other things...

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