Things are gettin tough, really tough... I'm fighting back tears, burying every emotion. I've been numb for a long time, I forget what it feels like to be truly happy... I don't remember the last time I smiled, and actually meant it.... I laugh, but I never mean it... Some days are worse than others, I can say that... But nothing ever seems like it gets better...

I've become self destructive, and that's just not me... It's gotten me nothing, nothing but worry and guilt...

I'm gonna get to bed, I've got shit to do in the morning.... And I cannot find the words to write anything else...

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