So many things have been running thru my head, so many decisions to make... I am thru with everyone, I don't need no one but myself... As far as my friends, yea I'll always be there for them but it feels like they are never there for me. I tried to open up and speak to them on a real and honest level and it just feels odd, like they don't really understand.... I've been trying to change, and at times I wonder if people even notice... It's all good tho, cause I notice the changes I've made. It is so hard, and yea I've wanted to give up more than a few times... But something inside me won't allow me to do that... Things can only get better, right?...

I should go get ready... I can't type anymore...

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