I need a change, well more like changes... I need a change of scenery, and people. I want to move somewhere, but if the opportunity ever came I don't think I could do it... Maybe it's the whole thought of something different that entices me?... Whatever it is I don't like it... I'm tired of the ordinary...

All this shit is on my mind, it's just something to distract myself from me. I should focus more on myself but I don't... That's just too hard and I can't deal with it...

I miss Stephen, I wish he'd visit or better yet move here... I'd love that, but nothing that good ever happens to me...

I am gonna go find something constructive to do with my time... wish me luck.

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