I'm gonna have to force myself to deal with this... It's already hard, and it's only gonna get harder... It's gone way too far, it's hurting people I love... I've said it a million times, but I am gonna do something about... I'm kinda embarassed and scared, but I'm gonna swallow my pride and do it... This will just help me with everything else...

I got great news today... Everything is falling into it's place... But we'll see how long that lasts... Nothing good ever lasts...


Now if only I could get the balls to tell him to leave me alone... That's gonna be hard...I was never good at making decisions...

goodnite

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